My cinderella story scene

2009-11-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

I love you guys!!! mmmuuaacckkss!!!

FUNFUNFUN!!

2009-10-13T23:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, roller blade with et and su.
I dnk how to skate so they have to hold me all the way to et's hse.
My legs are now aching laa dey.

Today, watched Phobia 2 with et, su n ashraff after had our lunch at Food Culture, hmmm.. Tomyam!! Nice!!

Then headed for a swim at anchorvale with my cuzin and sis and talk about crap thing, sex all those.. blah blah blah.. haha

Im too tired to type.

Love you babes,
rabeetah

Havoc!!

2009-10-11T19:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was such a disappointment for me because plan didnt go how i planned it. Well.. we planned, Tuhan yg menentukan kn?
So yar, suppose to go out with him ard 2pm but last min change because i need to teman my parents for their H1N1 injection at masjid Sultan.
It ended ard 545pm, so late right. Geram sey.
It was delayed because not enough medicine, DAMN IT!!

How on earth cn u hav shortage of medicine when u already expect how many people are coming!!!

Iiisshh!! So i went out to meet hilmi for awhile je, just to give him the present and planned to go out for dinner, but tk sempat because dah lmbt. Haha.!! Then we go rounding ard spore!! Woohoo!!

Today, feeling2 like wanna go out to beach but neeeehhhh!! because i have madrasah and meeting Amira to help her out with chemistry and maths.. hehhe.. but before that....
Went to his house to " do business, berak!!" then played ard with Zeha. Here some of her pics!! She so sweet ah!!
Then we gg out skali, we tertinggal kn Zeha, because we tot she went down already.. Haha.. Terpaksa laa abg die pujuk die. Haha.

Its so long

2009-10-09T23:41:00.002+08:00

Hello Semue.
Dah lama i didnt blog at my lousy blog.
Yup2, i know, ppl keep on telling me update ur blog laa, ni sume.

I also dunni why eh i didnt blog.
I think i cannot let out my feelings at my own blog, because ppl will go "aaahhoooeeee" about my blog when i update.
So yar.
Lately, i've been feeling so down. Tak Tau knape. Left myself out.

I failed my main exam paper, OC1, but did managed to pass the supp paper,
It was a relieve to me as i can continue next semester.

Btw, just came back from GEMA MEETING at ghufran. Ended quite late.
So here i am blogging again.

2009-08-04T22:51:00.001+08:00

Rub dub dub, aru nak update blog lagi. Hais... punye laa lembab.
Ok, first thing first im sry my dearly frens about my baheviour past few days or weeks or months. im really am. i feel so damn guilty. pls forgive me.

im so tired today but had fun shopping with shaidah and hilda and aisyah. hehe :D thanx.
i love u guys.

Hello People!

2009-07-01T17:16:00.003+08:00

Im back dudes and babes!! Hehe Sorry for the late updating of my blog. Alamak!! wat english im talking ni?! Haiyaa!!! Btw, hehe. just to updtae life's good. Still hanging out with my bunch of frens who i love them so much. esp. hilda, ice, nis, norame, ama, liyana n others ah. Too many names to list down. But u guys out there still know how much i love u guys!!

Btw, hehe.. My bf now at tekong serving his NS!! Go mrBF!! woohoo!! All the way orite, u better not cabut half way. 8 more days to 2 monnths!! :D its been years since i last have a boyfren. haha. Who am i? Plain tomboy rabeetah

Rite now im at Tp Lib, when updating this blog. i tot of creating one more new blog as this cn be consider rusty. phewww!!..

In 10 mins times gg home alrdy with lovely hilda and QUEEN AISYAH!! haha.
Ok laa i tink i gg off now! see you guys ltr then. sigining off, rab

Love

2009-05-23T12:51:00.001+08:00

I miss everyone!
I love you!
hmm... why my life have to be like this?

My Dear, what had happened to me?

2009-05-03T18:23:00.001+08:00

I have no idea what's going on with me right now. Im feeling so sick n sad right now. How i wish i could turn back time when i was healthy and happy. Why did u do this when im ill, why? Was it fun for u to throw me? U were like my love n had became part of my life, but now there is one big hole in my life. What shud i do now? Find a replacement or what? U keep asking me to move on, but did u ever think of me? was it easy for me? did u ever appreciate me? did u ever listen to me? all u can think is all about urself. WATVEVER it is,i still rmb u. love all

What has become to my blog!!

2009-05-03T18:09:00.002+08:00

Ok everyone im very sorry that i didnt updates my blog for very long time. I was lately busy with alot of things and i have problems with my Blog itself.

K i manage to get into Poly!! Yay! Currently schooling at TP in chem engin. This is about my study life story. Im in the same class as nisa. OMG!! i dunnoe animore. haha.
i miss all of my frens! IM STRUGGLING WITH MY ENGINEERING MATHS!! i have no idea of it. i dunnoe what am i going to be.

I dunnoe what else to blog. Im very sad rite now as i just undergo some problems regarding love n right now i feel so traumatise.

27/01/08

2009-01-27T20:05:00.002+08:00

What a memorable day for today. :)
Went for bike trail at pulau ubin with my dearest frens n of coz my dear :)
Reali enjoy the day eventhough it was tiring but it worth in the end.
Rite now, im having sunburn!! :( my cheeks are red as if im putting on blusher. Lol.
Its reali fun. :)
Thanx hilda, nisa, farah for joining me n the rest. :)
Thanx diniy, fad, juraimi, arie, hanis n my dear for sudi kluar w my frens for bike trail at ubin. :)
Pictures..?? hmm.. soon wil update. Fantastic views!

Have a nice nite everyone :)
n I will love you guys :)

Sick here n there

2009-01-19T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. im so not feeling well rite now. Having a massive ulcer at my tongue, n i cant speak properly. N my gum is killing me, its swollen! Theres also some small ulcers in my mouth! Uurrgghh!! Its so painful. I cant even eat properly! :( :( n i rite now having fever. Im so ill. Orite gtg have some rest. :)

So long!!!

2009-01-14T19:46:00.001+08:00

Hello people!!! Im terribly sorry tat i didnt update my blog! So sorry. My blog dah mcm ade bnyk spider web. Haha.. Mepek ah.!

Btw, just receive my Os result n eventually it turn out to b gd for me. I didnt expect those kind of result. Alhamdulillah, pass jgk aku. :)

Alot of things need to be update:

- i got my part time job at www but im looking for another one
- got my result
- hse renovation going to be done soon
- went out shopping w my dear :D
- cuzin married last week
- n lastly still loving everyone!

I love my mother,my parents
I love my family
I love my bf/gfs!! * aisyah,hilda,adib,su,liyana,et,zul * this r e ppl always hav time for me n understand me very well n patience with me :D
I love friends!!
I love my dear!! * * who always be with me n really take care of me :) love me no matter what.

Kisses n hugs for u guys :)

Class chalet!!

2008-11-24T11:18:00.002+08:00

Its going to be on ppl.. Woohoo.. Class chalet is on wed open aft 6pm dearest. Do come aite. See you guys there.. Will of coz upload photos of my classmates.. hehe..

I love you

2008-11-13T13:21:00.000+08:00

I love u guys!!
I love everyone!!
I love you

Os are over!!

2008-11-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hey people!! I'm so happy that Os are finally over for most of us. Woohoo!! But hilda n my other frens continue to strive for tmr last paper.. We are going to hav fun at chalet tmr aite?

Guess what?? Me n aisyah had our hair done!! She did hair extension at city plaza n me, perm my hair.. Both of us are so happy with our hair.. I'm so loving my hair so much..:D

Gdluck for those who still have paper tmr! love you guys!!

Hangout days with my love ones

2008-11-08T20:57:00.002+08:00

Yessterday was a blast, went out with my GFs to watch THE COFFIN at cathay. Hehe risyah and me kept screaming thruout the story. Basically its like normal ghost story with sudden ghost appearance. Haha. Then we head to marina square and the Bugis. We walk dere with our very own tourguide, Kamisah, who brought us pass by a stinky place. Seriously, it was damn stink until Hilda said this " I'm breathing thru my mouth!" Haha. Its was full of laughter marn. Sadly i was ill and i cant quite enjoy with them. Thanx so much babes for making yesterday a fun and enjoyable day for me. I love you guys so much and u guys were so damn hot yesterday. I'm envy of u guys :) love ya

Today, went out with him. Hmm, sweet. Guess what i went out late. We went to vivo to watch REC. We planned to watch at Plaza Singapura but the timing doesnt suit us. Its was late nite! C'mon i wan to slip sey. Hehe. My lovely button just ripped from my dress, luckly it happened when i was watching the movie. So i need to buy a new top(emergency)!! at Forever 21. Hehe. I'm very fussy! I think he was fed up with me for taking such a long time to buy a top. " I'm so sorry dear. Sorry for taking your time" Then find birthday PRESENTS for the november babies. Hehe. I love today.

Love/ crush

2008-11-03T21:00:00.002+08:00

Seeing other fail in love, it make me afraid to go into the world of love.
I'm afraid that i too become one of them.

Love/ crush

2008-11-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

Irritating Days

2008-10-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness, why are people getting on to my nerves this few days? Is it bcoz the fasting mth is over so u guys can test my patience. Irritates me to the max. If you are mad at something or someone else, pls i'm not the place for you to throw your tantrums! Get this, i'm still human!

OMG

2008-10-03T23:10:00.002+08:00

Its been so long since i last post anything on my blog.. Long enuf..I was busy wif prelims n preparation for Os.. Aniwae people, Selamat Hari Raye, i noe i'm abit slow.. Ok people, got to go now.. i dunnoe when i will update again, maybe in nov aft my Os..

Prelims!!!

2008-08-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

This week and the following week is going to be prelims all the way until one week before our graduation day.. I study like a mad person for the past few weeks.. Killing me.. Os is in less than 2 months.. Oh no.. Cannot believe it i have so little time yet so many things need to cover.. Struggling with all the subjects.. Nemind, rabeetah, you just have to hold on for this 2 months and all your for Os are going to be over except for the result.. But after ur Os papers, you can enjoy 24/7.. Damn it..

Kidnap my heart

2008-08-22T21:38:00.002+08:00

A week of sickness but happines.. Today was like the best day for me and my Bestfriends.. I love you guys so much.. I cant wait for us to eb out together as 4 walking down the street of Orchard.. really cant wait for the time.. Hilda, Aisyah, Fatin and Rabeetah girls day out.. woohoo.. counting on it

2008-08-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

What a week, its full blast of laughter plus irritation sometimes.. Its been a long tyme since i last blog.. busy with studying marn.. stress laa sey..
ok gtg.. blogging soon when i'm free

Rock it

2008-08-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

"Rock it" totally rocks. I love the camp. I made new friends and gain new knowledge and skills how to skate. I won myself a skateboard deck.. yeah marn.. Aniwae past few days had been up and down for me.. A moment i thought i was going to be happy but in all end up with trash.. But there are always someone who cheer me up..
O's is nearing and i'm one third prepare for that.. I must face it.. I have no choice..

Ups n downs for the week

2008-07-25T20:31:00.002+08:00

ALot of incidents happened this week. An interesting one. Friends busting each others. Free show at the block nesr my class. Screaming and cries. Morning moody, afternoon giggling. Texting msgs to friends. Kissing and hugging. Miss you guys this weekend but wait tmr got camp woohoo. We are going to rock it guys tmr. See ya tmr.

Damn love them

2008-07-20T21:59:00.002+08:00

Love him! All the way with your guitar talents.

Pretty fast week

2008-07-19T20:20:00.002+08:00

It is just me or the time is moving very fast. Tmr is already sunday and the next day is monday. OMG!!, damn fast.. yesterday was quite a chaotic and fast mode day for me as i felt that i rushed everything up.. I rushed to finish up my art piece, home, mosque,school, school work n everything else..
Yesterday was a swing day for me, i cant decided what to do..

What a week

2008-07-12T12:25:00.002+08:00

Damn, he is so damn hot.. the way he strum his guitar.. Wow..
Speechless he made me..
He's great when on his guitar..
He inspired me to learn advance lesson in guitar..

terrible day

2008-07-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today is the day that i loss my temper to almost everyone who irritates me.
I just felt like slapping their faces.
Their irritating bahaviour and annoying attitude just cross my border line.
Why cant u guys cooperate with me and make my life easier?
Don't u see how much pressure i'm having right now and u guys still making my life difficult every second?
Wake up ah people, try to fit yourself in me shoe, u will know how it feel like to be treat like a dog chasing after u for stuffs.
What going to happen to u guys tmr, i'm not going to be responsible for it because it your funeral and at your own lost.

2008-07-02T21:34:00.001+08:00

My leg is swollen right now.. I dunnoe what happened but it suddenly swollen.. This few days my mood change very fast.. Pls dun ask my why or what happen bcoz i dunnoe what is going on with me this few days.. My emotion n feelings not a single a person know about it, accept for myself..

That's me

2008-06-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

If you don't like me, find other people whom you can like.
This is so random.
Swinging over the sands.
Mood change very fast.
I've been singing all the random song and sometimes create my own song.
Ok, get it straight.
It seems that i no longer know what's te meaning of LOVE?
Nevermind, i'm so over you. Now i'm so into you.

Inlove

2008-06-17T20:30:00.003+08:00

Its been awhile since i last post.. Hehe.. Totally busy..
Anyway great news! Totally inlove with him.. For all the people who know me very well, u should know who i'm inlove..
He give me faith to restart back my loving life..

Yesterday was sis day

2008-06-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

Wake up, clean the house
Went groceries shopping with my sis in law
Cook some dishes, its was a chaotic one.
Flying ingredients.
The kitchen was at masive mess with esp me around
I edited her cookings.. Yay!! Credits!!
Then, clean the kitchen.
Eat and pray.
Sleep.

Parents off days

2008-06-05T22:27:00.002+08:00

My parents and sis just flew off to perform their pilmirage yesterday. That was why i didnt attend the remedial class yesterday. Now staying temporary at my aunt's house at sengkang whch is quite far from my school. Bro just went home after having his dinner here. Eventhough my aunt's cooking are not similar to mum but it still edible and tasty too. Tmr is art remedial so i think i can school a bit late because there will be no teacher around to guide us. Right now, i'm very full with all the junk foods. Haha.. Now watching DUYUNG AGAIN! Very full!! Just now had to go to SP but i didnt because i cant be bothered with people who want me to go but some disagree. So, it better for me to just continue with my remedial. Ok till here to the next post. Anyway sorry bf if i didnt really contact.

Embarrass week

2008-05-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

I don't know why this week was quite an embarrass week for me..
Too many things happened that shamed me..
But my friends are helping to get rid of that fear..
Thank goodness..
I learned that if u want something that u really want, u have to fight for it.
So here i can impliedfor my academic result.
Hard work will be pay with excellent result for my Os

Balloons and apples

2008-05-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hello people.. it been so long since i last post.. hehe..
Ok i just came back from Ghufran for a appreciation night..
It was a great oppportunity for me to thank all the people who have been helping me alot..

Since i find that thru blogging was the only way for me to express out my feelings.
An apple a nite make ur relationship closer with the person
A balloon was what my friend gave..
But sadly the heart had been stolen by someone else..

It does not matter what u gave to the person but importantly is ur heart n intention.
Balloons or apples is just a thing to show ur happy to be with the person

To all the fityan ghufran sisters and brothers, THANKS ALOT.

Time change someone..

2008-05-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

Wow.. i think thru Fityan i do really change.. For me its a big change.. I dun even realise that i change by the time.. As i read back all my past post, it really show how bad am i.. I cant believe it i did all those stuffs..

I guess this is what "petunjuk" means..
Thank you and praise to Allah..

Feelings for the weeks

2008-05-02T20:19:00.002+08:00

I dunnoe why this week, my emotions and feelings are all mixed up..
I'm feelings so hyper and happy bcoz of the things that had happened to me..
I'm so glad to Allah as He already answer my prayers..
I'm so happy until i cant describe anything out of my mind anymore.. hehe..
Anyway i'm suffering of stressness for my mid year exam and my mt Os which is coming in 24 more days..
Just praying that He will send down some help and help me out through all these exams..

Anniversary

2008-04-28T14:17:00.002+08:00

Ok today was the day i fractured my left wrist and the friend that was always beside me is none other than SULASTRIE... woohoo.. su rock on ah sey..

Just came back from school. Practical science was terrible.. I screwed my paper.. both physics and chemistry.. Oh no.. I cant take it.. oh no.. (dramatic sah).. but seriously i screwed my paper.. ok enough about practical!

Later going out study wif et at mac.. Just pray that my mid year result going to turn out good..

What a memorable??

2008-04-25T20:12:00.002+08:00

Alot of things that happened today, this week are memorable moments for me. Sad, happy, anger and stress..
Sad because of love and studies that i have trouble with..
Anger because of people around me who irritate me at the wrong time..
Happy because of him, whom i get to see for the week and my friends who i get to spend my time with.
Stress because of the struggle of me doing my coursework and mid year is next week

Hildayah really make my week a memorable one.. I love you Hildayah.. She make me so happy but in the embarrassed way.. But all this was due to aisyah's sharp eyes who observe me really closely.. Followed by adib ( Fatin ).. They do some sort of election for me which i was hoping for a black plastic black would fly and cover my face.. I love Aisyah.. I love Adib..

The moment of stressnes and anger i shall not describe it.. It only make me nervous and irritate..

Sadness,hmm.. ok i think i should let it out.. I heard from one of my junior about him. She saw him outside with another girl.So it like, hurting to hear the news.. But nevermind i might be his friend or cousin.. Just hope for the best..

The week..

2008-04-18T21:19:00.004+08:00

This week, it was a tremendous change people.. Where on earth does school finished at 6.30 everyday except for wednesday. Well you can find at my school. It so tiring for us as the pupils. All the Os students are stressing at this point of time with their studies. STRESS!! Too much information coming inside our mind.

So far for the week, its been very busy week for me as remedial stayed so late and homework piling up, this result to late night sleep. But no matter what, despite the tiredness of us, we do enjoy ourself at school by making a fool of ourself of course.
Too much thing happened within one week. Conflicts, love and studies mixed up.

Just now was a hilarious, memorable and of course the happiest moment of my life. Aisyah,zul,acap and me hang out together after our remedial and went to have our dinner at tenderbest. We had so much fun with us teasing each other esp. Aisyah.
Pity her, she had bruises of her toes and legs due to the team challenge that we had on wednesday which ended up postponed after our mid-year exams. Chit-chatting with them about life was a memorable one with everyone of us did something funny. See people, love brought us together. I cant denied that. The love of friendship brought us together.

Although there are moments of happiness, there will always be a period of anger and sadness in someone. I just hate being accused for the thing i never done before. Its not right to finger point at other people without knowing the truth. Get the fact right first and evidence before you assumed someone else did that thing. I just hope that she knew that i'm quite upset right now because of her actions.

But nevermind,i wont let just because of one person actions destroy my whole day. I still have some other friends that make me happy throughout the day. Treasure them.

Friendship is important.

Loving someone

2008-04-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

I just watched a story about the love of a sister towards her brother. It so touching. From the story, i conclude that we should always love everyone who love us too. It might not be obvious that someone love you but you can slowly figure it out that despite their faces and behaviour towards you, they actually love you deeply.

So people, let's all of us love each other so that there will be no conflict going on around

Birthday..!!

2008-04-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LONG LONG LONG BESTFRIEND..

A SONG FOR YOU SU:
Happy bdae to you
Rabeetah will always love you
Happy birthday to sulastrie
Rabeetah love you

Mind you, she have been my longest bestfriend ever.
she go thru all the hardship with me.
whenever i need help, i seek her and she will help me out.
It hard to find someone like her in this world.
I know her, she know me.
So long bestfriend ku, RY SULASTRIE BINTE YAHYA..

Be thankful people

2008-04-05T16:53:00.002+08:00

I pray to Allah to give me patience but instead he reward me problems which i overcome with patience and strength.

Yesterday, i just loss my hp, i'll try to calm myself as i know there must be a reason for what had happen. I quarreled with my sister yesterday but i still remain calm. I rushed back home right after my remedial but i ease my mind.

Too much problems occur to me. But patience was the answer to my problems.
Here is when i learn to be a patience person instead of being the old me who love to utter vulgar and throw tantrums.

Let us here be thankful to Allah for His help to us.
Remember it not hard to say "thank you".

Learning Journey

2008-03-31T20:05:00.002+08:00

I can't denied that after i joined Fityan, i really learn alot.. Alhamdullilah.. I got to learn alot of things about life with the permission of Allah..
I discovered new and interesting things..
I also discovered life in me a beautiful one..
Listen to this song.. Its really open up my heart..

She found herself

2008-03-28T19:22:00.002+08:00

She found herself today.
She found herself and ran away.
But something pull her back, voice of reason she forgot she had
All she know that you not here to say, what you always used to say
But it written in the sky tonight.

So,she won't give up
No, she won't breakdown
Sooner then it seem life turns around
She will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
And she standing in the dark and still believe someone watching over her

She havent yet found herself

2008-03-23T15:30:00.002+08:00

She havent yet found herslf.
She still stuck in the middle of the confusion.
Too much problems piling up in her mind.
After one, then came one more.
She just wish that the time could stop so that she could solve the problems.
She tried to voice out but she just couldnt too.
She doesnt want anybody to get hurt or worry about her.
Her problems, she hide behind her smiles.
Her tears, she hide behind her laughter.
She is suffering from the mixture of feelings.
Sadness, confusion, depression, anger

Oh god, pls free her from all the problems that she is facing.
Give her the courage to move along with her life, a happy one.

She tried to telling people around her instead she felt that they dont understand her position. Is not that she is not appriecating their hearing ears but she need someone that could help pull herself out from the trouble. Sometimes, she wonder when will it end.

You say

2008-03-22T13:47:00.002+08:00

You say that when u love that someone go to them and say " I love you".
What if i do that and what is going to be your reaction? Let me ask u that first.
I do realise that u havent yet changed though u changed in the minor parts.
But i felt satisfied with ur changes in u.
You were not the kind that i had thought of.
You turn out to be different from what i had expect.
You are one of a kind that i ever met.
But u cant hide things away.

...:::... open up that mask ...:::...

Nite Cycling

2008-03-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

Ok, i calculated tat i only slept for 5 hours which is totally not enuf. But the nite cycling this morning was fun with us making lame sound, singing nursery rhymes, singing classic songs and play some games with our bike. Talking about bike, my bike breakdown in the middle of the event and sadly someone had to help me out with my bike. Thanx to them. Kate aje rab safety personnel tapi betolkan basikal pn tak tau.. Hehe.. I tink we as the safety department need to cover alot more things..

I need to change my bike tyre, brakes and mostly lyk everythings..
I scared later on the actual nite cycling my bike breakdown again..

Late blogging

2008-03-21T20:14:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile i update my blog.
Alot of things happened during past few days.
Ups and downs in my life.
This is what they say life.
Full of happiness and sadness.
Depression is coming.
Stress is here.
Nervous is conquering the tower.
Is this the feelings?
Rabeetah is confused.

Birthday!!

2008-03-05T21:56:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! HAHA.. I LOVE TODAY..!!
THANX TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO REALLY MAKE MY DAY TODAY..

The heart was made to be broken.

2008-02-22T20:44:00.005+08:00

I dunnoe what happening to me right now.
Sometimes i feel like i do love him and i do admit that.
But at certain, i felt pity for him for his life.
What happening??

Should i just leave him alone with his life or continue loving him?
I'm just scared that everything will revolve again like what happened last time.
I just dont want to break my heart for other times.
Because i know the feelings of it like slashing my heart deep and slowly.

Sadness hide behind my happiness.
Problems hide behind my smile.
Tears hide behind my laughter.
Sorrow hide behind my cherish.

He's like outstanding stars
Who shine the passion to me
But times fly by so quickly
I realised that i no longer have the feelings

Silence begins the day
as morning comes without notice
Tears begin to fall, slowly
tear apart the lifeless heart

Happy Birthday

2008-02-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today my father birthday.
So happy birthday father.
Today is also my uncle birthday too.
Happy birthday!

Valentines Day, Total Defence Day, Yesterday

2008-02-17T21:24:00.002+08:00

Hello people.. I'm back blogging on my blog ever since i last blog, my blog had been abandon by me.

Ok let start with valentine day:
I should not celebrate this day because there was a history of the war that the muslim went for, where the muslim had lost 1 team of army and eventually they lost the war. So on that day, i just bring some sweets in return to my friends as they always give some chocolate or jelly or sweets or even great a SPOON. So i dun want to feel bad, i gave sweets as return.
After school, we met aleeya at big mac with nisa where hilda meet her darl.. ehem..
at that point of time, i was wishing that i also could see him but nvm God had made my destiny not to meet him on that day.

Next up is Total Defence day:
We had to assemble at the field. We were very happy. I know its ridiculous. We ate porridge with some nuts which i think is almond. The porridge was quite nice and it cost 80 cents only. I felt so grateful.

Lastly about yesterday:
It was the happiest moments whenever i'm with my friends. After the Syf training for band(dun ask me why while i'm in malay dance)my friends and me went home. Meyra brought along her cute bicycle with the horn( usually the karung guni man use). My friend, fatin and i rode the bicycle. I was the one who cycle and fatin was the one sitting down enjoying the air. I dunnoe why i felt that all the weight was on the back while fatin is a small girl with small weight.. haha.. The funny part was the bicycle is very shaky and i could not have a very good control.. Confirm cannot ride bike in future.. haha.. I still remember the incident where there was a quite steep slope, i thought i could just cycle normally but suddenly when i cycle i didnt feel the bicycle move but instead i saw the wheel was on the air and i saw my friend fall dramaticly, slow motion.. she could even lay there for a couple of second.. I felt so embarrass that i even laugh with my hands covering my face.. I hope he didnt saw that as he lived nearby the school.. At night, i dunnoe why i feel so happy going to the mosque.. I was abit hyper yesterday.. I had to introduce myself when i suddenly forget my name.. hehe..

I'm just glad that yesterday exist in my life which bring the happiest moment in my life.. So much to blog about yesterday.. so till here people until the next chapter.

Have a great week ahead everyone..

It's been awhile ever since i blog

2008-02-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

I cant remember when was the last time i blog.. It shud be like 3 or 2 weeks ago.. haha.. forget it..

Aniwae i've been busy with all these school stuffs.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

I just came back home from the beach. As usual, my families will go to the beach to have a gathering and at the same time to release out tension of schools or work. It was damn fun with my aunties, uncles, cuzzin, nieces and nephews. I dunnoe how to describe the fun that we were having..

Update for the week:
- loads of hmwk waiting for me tis holiday
- finishing my layout ( damn all those people )
- my first uncle just passed away 3 weeks ago
- make quite new frens
- misses my frens n ehem alot.. ( hope to meet him tmr ) hehe.. dream on..

Ok people till here.. enjoy the weekend..
love rab

Bring back Yesterday

2008-01-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

Can we bring back yesterday back around.
I just hope that time could wait for us.
Sometimes everything was so perfect for us.
Saturday was the day/night for me.
It was so perfect. Only God knew how i felt.
But every happiness must always ended up to be the sadness day for me.
So i just wishing that i could bring back yesterday around.

Miserable?? Nehh.. Just my luck week

2008-01-18T20:29:00.000+08:00

Oh what a week.
It's just my luck week
Angry? Happy? Confused? Sad?
All my feelings are mixed up.

Monday - upset with the malay dancer for their ridiculous excuses
no committed in helping out for the band SYF competition
expecting us(the seniors) to join?? 'O' and 'N' level

Tuesday - throw tantrum at classmates by throwing the bottle which they put my
marker's cap inside filled with water.
irritation from people around me

Wednesday - quarreled with my classmate. p/s : he splash water on me while i'm
writing/ studying on my worksheets

Thursday - during recess, a quarrel between some girls which suddenly involved me to
their quarreling by throwing their plattes which was fully filled with
chicken chop[chicken, mash potato, beans] towards me and the best part was
the plate broke into half and my whole shirt was stained with the food
[lucky its halal food]. the girl had said that she going to pay me for my
shirt - and she should! as i immediately bought a new shirt with my own
money!

Friday - not family members, classmate or teacher but my own bestfriend irritated me
by pulling my hair. but its ok, its just hair, i was only irritated for 10
min. Then the rest of the day i was on the very good mood!!
Hyper..Superhyper..

Thinking of him.
Imagining him.
Talking to him
Make new friend.
Ice- breaker
Hopscotch
Transparent
Leather
Timer - two bf [ HILDA ]hehe.. :D
Holding hands
Hugging
Bye

weekend are here.. sweet and relaxing moments
enjoy ur life as the days goes by

love, rab

Bad mood / Mood swing days

2008-01-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

I just don't really get it. Is it me or just the people around me is at fault?..
On monday, was quite a peaceful day.
But then day after day, things keep on getting against me.For school, what, i kept on getting upset just bcoz of some people who irritate me while i'm studying. I'm okay if someone wants to fool around me or just want to have fun, letting out their stress by playing with others but not during my study mood which i really need to concentrate well. Look people, i'm trying my best to be a girl who won't say any vulgarities anymore and be at my best but why are people keep on disturbing me and getting on my nerves.? I know some of you will like "what ever i'm not bothered". From this week, i had been scolding vulgarities as i'm like so stress with my studies, with people's lame excuses and irritation from others. It seems that everything and everyone are pushing me towards the edges that at anytime i could simply break down.

Have a blessful week everyone

school reopens

2008-01-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Oh my, school has officially reopened on wednesday and now is like friday night. The school ruled are getting different, i mean they put in more rules. Not interested in all this..

Just want to talk about today ( CCA orientation )..

I didnt expected him to come today to school.
At first my spirit of performance was very low, but aft seeing him and other, they puck up my courage to dance. I really didnt expected him to come. I was so glad that he came but i don't think he can identify me bcoz i was all dressed up. When the band was playing, i was watching something else..hehe..*wink* ok enough about the guy, i don't want to let the whole world know everything i did of anything about him.

So about the orientation, we just managed to grab around 10 people to join us the malay dance. It was fun during the orientation but i think saw any sec 1 or i simply can't identify them. Then the performance, the concert was like nonsense. I do agree that everyone include myself did make a mistakes. Even a minor mistake can be seen. The formation was all over the stage. I just hope that the sec 1 will be interested in joining in the malay dance.

That's all i have in my mind right now. I am so damn tired. Goodnite people!
Have a joyful weekends.

Love rab

Happy new year

2008-01-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. i began the new year with all my bad words..

My sister's bestfriend just busted her like f**k bloody hell..

She had engaged with the guy that my sister really inlove with, and my sister had to find out herself. It really painful. But my sister have no more tears for this "sweet couple". My sis came back home today, like 1 plus in the morning.

It really backstabber, c'mon laa, ur own bestie, u have the courage to did this to her but you dun have the guts to face to her.. What bitch!!!

Then the guy like, " i didnt expected this to happen" bullshit laa Yuza.

Yuza and Wahidah, what a f**king perfect couple.

Wahidah is just a girl with no shame but scared.

Yuza is a guy with no guts to face up to my sister.

I did send some comment to that bitch on friendster but she delete it.

This song for my sister:

2007-12-30T10:08:00.000+08:00

Nabila muke maintain.. is the spades the hands?? The siblings of martial arts * beware if you saw them*
4 Ultramen plus 1 ultrawoman
Our first people sand building *wink* its a merlionple (mermaid + lion + people)
see my bro *teaching* them the .... n they studied it interestingly
Us, the sandbuilders including the camerawoman

love, rab

Joy of past few days

2007-12-27T09:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, took my english re-test which i think is quite ok for me.. The compo was a little abit hard as they only gave us 2 qns to choose to write.. Now the only thing i have to do is pray hard enuf to get a good result.. I get to know that *someone* didn't do her compre part as she thought only do compo and summary.. Oh my goodness, she eventually loss 15 marks just like that.. Just hope she can make it for next year..
After the re-test, Aishah, Atqa n me went to 201 to make my specs AGAIN n straighten my hair AGAIN.. Felt guilty towards them bcoz they needed to wait for me to finish doing my hair.. Aniwae thanx babe for accompany me.. My specs that in the process was in black n white colour which i think quite nice.. For sure, my family members n some of my frens will say," why black n white?? why didnt take some other colour.." this is for sure.. my mum reaction, " if u make nice nice but later u lost it again u go make urself" this is the reminder for me not to loss my specs again.. haha..

On Christmas day, oh yar btw merry christmas to those who celebrated it.. Back to my story, i went out with my relatives to have a relaxing moment at the beach.. Hahaha.. it was the most funniest n memorable time with my cuzin, bro, sister-in-law, sis and cute little cuzin of mine.. At the age of 4-6 years old, already good in human body part.. That's great but the thing is they are all obsess in like the private part.. yes i really mean the private part.. It all started with my married bro who still behaved like he a small kid n teaching all these cuties about the guy thing n the lady thing.. I do have some pictures of them but i havent yet update it in my comp.. I think i shud post it in some other post.. But now, i have pictures of transformers which my sis, bro n me are crazyabout is.. so here you go..

Optimus Prime

Bumblebee

Ironhide

Jazz

Autobots

Damn hot tempered day!!!

2007-12-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

Today went to Johor to get my clothes back..

So early in the morning i need to wake up..

It was my father who was driving today.. i know smth will happen..

To my thoughts, it was right!!!

Reached at the market there which they called " Pasar Tani" i dunnoe what market..

First thing first my father need to lock the car with this *stering* lock..

Then i tried to do it as my father dunnoe how to do it.. then it cannot be lock bcoz the stering was quite high and the lock cant reached it.. then i asked my father to lower down the stering but then instead he scolded me ..

father: what laa you!! u saw u know how to lock then now dunnoe.. Go away ah!

me: whateva laa.. is not that i dunnoe how to lock is bcoz the stering is high the the lock cannot reached..! need to lower down the stering abit..
father: shut up laa u!!
me: wat sia??

then what after that i saw him lowering the stering also.. serve him right never listen to me.. hmmph.. still got some incident also..

At the sial- ly boutique!!.. stupid auntie make that blur stupid idiot face.. she think cute izit?? conversation:-

cik ti (mum): hello sialy-ly sudah siapkah baju??
cik munah: sudah siapkah baju??
cik nur: baju gua sudah siap??
me: wei! baju gua sudah siapkah belum??
father: hello! gua sudah naik turun Johor 4 kali.. lu jangn ckp baju belum siap!
sial-ly: oo..(blur face) awk maner satu punye hah?? singapore mari??
us: yar laa..
me: lu ckp baju gua siap cukup bulan, minggu depan bleh amik skrg mana baju gua??
sial-ly:oo.. lu punye baju kejap lagi gua cari ok..
cik ti: ok laa.. kita sume jln pegi pasar dulu, lu pegi carik kitorang punye baju.. lagi setengah jam gua naik lagi mesti sudah siap ah..

We went to the boutique again. I reached in first then i saw she was finding the clothes immediately aft i step in.. Bloody.. Then there was an unpleasant and stupid conversation between sail-ly and my aunties.. She kept doing that fugly face of hers. she doesnt seem to understand what my aunties were saying or she just pretending not to understand.. My heart was boiling to maximum until i cant take it i shouted at her face" oi! now my auntie asking you where her daughter punye baju the sister punye? lu tak paham kah??" at that moment only god know how angry i am.. finished the conterversi of my aunties, then it was my turn n mum.. she get worse hell out of me rather than my mum..

me: nya! skrg gua punye baju.. skrg mane gua punye baju?? ni apa?? kain apa nie??
sial-ly: oo.. ini kain extra punya.. lu punya baju ada..
me: atu kalo ada, mana?? lu ckp ngan gua sudah siap, skrg mane gua punye baju??
sial-ly: oo.. ada..ada..ada..
me: ada mana laa?? gua mau tgk.. mau amik.. lu ah..
sial-ly: mana ah.. kejap gua carik...
...
...
...
sial-ly: lu punye baju gua tak dpt cari..
me: huh?? lu cari sampai dpt!
...
...
...

then what? she said she will replaced my clothes.. walao eh that auntie!! feel like burning her whole boutique down go n just take any nice clothes n kill her.. stupid sia.then wat out of sudden my father told me too shut up.. walao eh.. how can i shut up?? that my clothes u toking about.. not urs!! she said next wk can come take again.. stupid her ah.. confirm havent yet ready for collection.. for sure

then, while i was walking alone to the parking got this pathetic pakcik keep on looking at me like one type.. nvm see ppl walk izit?? my cuzin called him "sexmaniac" my cuzin said mayb that guy look at ur butt or somewhere else.. omg.. what a jerk that pakcik..!!

Great.. aft all the blablablasss with the fc**ing sial-ly, at the carpark my car cant start the engine.. Darn it.. One aft another problems came by.. Arrgghhh!! then need to charge for awhile together with my uncle car.. luckly he followed if not.. then me, my father, my cuzin n my auntie need to push the big black car.. haiz..!!!

Aft that, a funny incident happened.. we (me, my aunt n cuzin) stood outside the car while my father top up petrol.. he didnt switch off the engine.. then we were scared that the car might blow up.. haha.. i know it sound stupid!! he didnt switch off the engine bcoz my uncle said dun off the petrol bcoz later cannot start again.. haiz..!!funny..funny..funny..

that's all for today peeps..!!!

Good news

2007-12-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i did told that on last saturday i didn't manage to went out with hilda, nisa n farah for the " Ultrasound" gig bcoz my mum didn't allowed me too but she rather go tracking with my sis n cuzin at Macritchie to HSBC top.. so end up didn't went there due to the bad weather day.. So instead of going there, we planned to go to Far East Plaza which is like Orchard!!! Orchard!!! Orchard!!

This was all my sister planned.. Damn.. We went there like so *selekeh* laa.. c'mon laa.. Go there with our tracking shoes, track pants and tracking bag?? went to orchard like that!!! which is such a shame..!!!

me: serious pe sey nak pegi orchard mcm gini?? selekeh nak mampos??

sis: kau mmg selekeh pe.. tak payah tanye..

me: oi!! whalau eh..!!

kak naz: alaa.. nvm laa.. sume pon selekeh pe.. kalo org tanye kite ke ape, ckp aje kite dari Brunei yg jln2 kat singapore.. kite tak tau fesyen..

hafiz: haha.. good idea

me: yar laa...

sis: or we can say that kite aru alik dari California Fitness..

me: mepek sey kak.. stop it laa..

cuzin: dah laa.. mkn lagi bagos.. dah lapar sey

stupid conversation of us..

then, we went shopping at far east.. my n my sis are interested in this particular shades but sadly at that point of time we didn't have sufficient money.. haiz..* melepas sey* while looking around, suddenly my another older cuzin passed by us.. then we join forces with them, keep on window shopping.. so sad.. so after that my cuzin sister came by to join us.. so the group become larger.. woohoo.. some more my bro n his gf cuming along.. woohoo.. cuzin day out.. woohoo.. specially for those who havent yet married.. haha.. so we walked down all the way to Cineleisure to have our dinner at long john where my cuzin treat us with alot of chocolate pie or whatsoever.. thanx cuzin.. so here are some pictures of us with the christmas decoration at Orchard Rd..

my sis

My cuzins

It's me..

It's my bro!! i dunnoe where his gf go

us and the christmas tree

aniwae my bro's gf is ok.. only that wasnt her.. she didnt called on that day.. haha.. ok she's nice.. we did played pool once together..

what a week..

2007-12-08T12:02:00.000+08:00

Boring week for me..

On monday:-
Didnt went out.. stay at home do hmwk.. Piles of hmwk are waiting for me..

On tuesday:-
Went study at Pasir ris park with my frens but end up did only abit.. * i dunnoe hu's plan to go there to study.. hmm.. wondering..* Most of our papers keep on flying here and there. One of my frens keep on looking out for hot girls.. haha.. kental2.. Then one of them keep on struming the guitar and another keep on playing games.. iissshhh... Then they keep on disturbing me.. haiz.. what a frens

On wednesday:-
i cant remember what i did..

On thursday:-
Went out to watch "Enchanted" with shaidah and meet up with hilda to give her 10 bucks for the concert..

On friday:-
meet up with hilda to meet the prss guys as she said she cant see clearly..

Today:-
What the hell?? i want to go to the concert but i cant go bcoz my sister n mum said that" You must stay at home study 24 hrs.. You are grounded for the whole month.. You failed your final year and you still want to go out.. No no no..!!"
c'mon laa.. u wan me to be a brilliant in 1 month and how many weeks?? miracle izit??
i cant go for the Fityan Camp then now i cant even go out to see the concert?? Pathetic.. I paid 10 bucks.. you think it is free?? waste my 10 buck only.. they are using my failure as an excuse.. not going to happened again.. i have been studying at home for the past few weeks n still cant have any fun?? in a day there is 24hrs.. i just want to go out for like 5 hrs n i cant?? Damn it..

Then what?? today end up go for tracking with my sister n cuzin??what the hell?? still go out of the house what?? isnt it the same as me going out with my frens to the concert?? ridiculous!!!
mum " you go out with ur frens to have fun not to relax ur mind.. you go out with ur sis better.. go see the nature.."

SORRY HILDAYAH ZIN!!
REALLY REALLY SORRY... HOPE YOU TRY TO UNDERSTAND MY POSITION!! I BADLY WANT TO
GO.. YOU SHUD KNOW THAT I REALLY WANT!!

couple of weeks

2007-11-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

A couple of weeks had passed by..

A lot of things did happened thru out the days, hours, minutes n seconds..

A brother of my father who had been away to Malaysia for about 17 years has came back..

An evil thought had pop up from our mind upon his return..

Nvm, i'm not bothered with it..

But sometimes i do bother about it when my family members talked about him..

Alots of stories i heard about his behaviour which havent yet change..

Heard that he also combining force with my other uncles from my father side to take advantages of my father..

My father is a type that blinded by the evil doing of my uncles..

So we are his only hope to protect him from this evil maniac of them..

Today, thought of watching movie with my beloved sister a.k.a Hilda Zin!!!

Then, it was postpone to next thursday..

I'm so sad..

Then tried calling my Aisyah!!.. - khaalis, she no longer belong to you.. muahhaahaa..

Start the merepek stuffs back.. Maintain rab.. maintain rab..

Ok..

Relax..

Now, i'm down with flu ( running nose, not suitable laa.. my nose dont have legs to crawl ni kan pulak nak run..)

Orite i remember something that happened this afternoon..

My bro's gf called home, n al usual i picked up and she start saying " fcuk u laa.. chibai.. don't call me again laa.."

What a bitch..

I really hate my bro currently gf..

She think what, funfair called people house then start saying all the retarted stuffs..

Who does she think she is..

My bro gf??

Big deal??

I prefer his recent gf who was an easy going lady, know how to respect others, got the brains and lastly her family rox!!

But sadly they broke up just bcoz of this idiot guy who polluted her mind..

Oo damn that guy..

They were perfect couple..

Bless them..

It's over now..

Now, its my turn..

What a day..

2007-11-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

Today was quite a raniy day in the morning especially.. Planned for today was to go to Malaysia to take my clothes which was due long long long time ago.. Fcuk off sia tat Auntie.. muke busuk betol.. Actuali going there to lecture tat bloody Auntie about my clothes laa.. ChiBai.. Said the clothes will be ready by 15 July but then until now she said end of the month surely ready.. Stupid auntie, her face cannot give chance.. Burn her boutique also would ok with me anytime.. She think funny izit go up and down Malaysia.. She think what my father print money izit.. Bloody hell Auntie..

But then, it's ok.. My day is always brigthen up by people around me.. Today was my mother who did it.. Yesterday, we went to Seletar, my father caught quite big catfish.. Eeewww.. i dun like catfish bcoz it got tat weirdo head shape.. So today my mum going to cook tat fish.. So for the first time i want to see how she cut the fish.. Instead of she teaching me how to cut the fish, i ended up sreaming like a mad gal while running around the house trying to get away from my mother with the fish tat she's holding.. Oh my goodness.. This is the first tyme my mother did tis to me.. She ah.. I'm so lucky to have a mother who is fun, outgoing and always be there when i need her.. Sorry people my mother is officially mine..

Then, aft the fish had been slice into pieces she still disturb me by showing me the head of the fish.. Oh my..When i wanted to eat, i dunnoe how a staplet ended up inside my finger thru my fingernail.. Damn.. it still painful rite now.. But miracle, my finger did not bleed not even a drop of blood.. But It was very deep inside me nail..
So today i was studying in my room, my mother came in together with my brother's belt tat she make it lyk a shape of tat fish, so there's go another sream..

Today, i dreamt of someone tat i didnt expect to dream of.. It was a sweet dream for me..

Tmr plan was to celebrate my sister's bdae.. haha.. sis.. u r going to be officially 26 tmr, tat's old..

That's all abt my day..

Boredom

2007-11-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

Today, i did clean my bedroom, books and my mouse - nest wardrobe.. it was a mess.. i mean really terrible mess.. But i managed to clean it all up within 2 hours as they was no distraction ard me.. Muaahhaaahhaha... I'm so happy but yet still feeling bored.. damn bored

Haiz, its seem that everything revolve around me.. Out of sudden i knew my friends are in relationship... I get to know tat 5 of my friends are in relationship.. woohoo.. congrats peeps..

i dunnoe what to say somemore.. till here laa..i want to eat..

The special Nite

2007-11-05T12:54:00.000+08:00

On last saturday, su n me went to the mosque as we were invited to a "party - Hari Raya".. Its was fun n memorable nite that i had ever celebrated.. We had fun thru out the event.. Reach there around 7 plus..

Then, i cannot believe it tat i met wif the guy tat i actuali had a crush before*wink*wink.. cannot say the name.. At that event, met up wif my old friends, primary school and outside friends n some graduate springfielders..

tat's all about the nite

New Image

2007-11-02T20:37:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i miss my long hair so much.. i have tis weird hair cut which i dun really like as it turn out to be different from what i expect but then its ok, hair still grow.. I really have a new image now.. I had cut my beloved long fringe (since tis year) become a mushroom...

I got home yesterday after my haircut, my mum and my sis keep on nagging and scolding me for my haircut.. What the hell?? then next time follow me or suggest me a haircut then.. what, they think i can glue back my hair izit?? behaving like irritators.. y cant they just accept my haircut, which i myself can.. tis is my hair what.. not their hair.. what is their problem?? i know my hair sux, really sux but they dun have the right to scold me what.. it not that i did sumthing really bad.. as if i did SEX like tat.. its just a haircut, then want to make big fuss.. what the heck??

I know myself that i look abit evil with tis new haircut, but who cares.. people ard me know what type person of me..Why must they care about look.. "DON'T JUDGE BY IT'S COVER" ..u moronic people.... HiiSShh.. heck care laa tis people..
Just now, aft school dear Amirah make my hair into emo.. Oh my.. i hope i'm not turning emo.. hehe..

till here peeps about my hairstyles..

Hari raye for family

2007-10-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

Hey, everyone.. its been a long time since i blog..
Its was due to examination period and Hari Raya.. So now i'm back blogging..

The first week of hari raya, went to My uncle, auntie and my grandfather's siblings house, which was damn fun.. At my grandfather' siblings, they keep on saying that our face - my siblings have some similarities wif our passed away grandfather and grandmother.. My sister face really resemble our passed away grandmother.. really same.. My married bro and me have the side view of our grandfather while my 2nd bro look like my father...

Then went on the my auntie house, THE TWINS.. aarrhhhh.. they are so cute both the sister n brother.. as per normal, we eat then have a chat wif our cuzins.. Then went to my uncle house, where i lost my specs AGAIN!!!! aaarrrhhhh!!! i hate that..

So on the 2nd day, i didnt went out bcoz we had an open house.. lots of people came and i was so tired for that day that i dun even msg my frens.. hehe

Then, yesterday, i just went to my bro house where my sister, me and my 2nd bro saw smth that we shud not saw.. Its was the box stated " One step - pregnancy test" we all went "aaaaaaahhhhh" then we all suspect smth.. then after a half an hour, my bro was back at home frm work.. so i did scared him by saying that we saw "smth" in his house and i cant tell him now bcoz that "smth" is still in house.. Hehe.. He and his wife were thinking tat i was toking abt GHOSTs as his wife saw on at their bedroom window.. hahax.. i'm so evil..

Oh my god, i wish to a nephew or niece as fast as possible.. pls say tat my sister in law is pregnant.. hehe.. so tat i can bully his child like how he did to me.. haha.. evil me...

So i tink tat's all for now.. another post will be about my frens.. :)

Sooo slow

2007-10-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

Slamat Hari Raye..

soorrry everyone if i'm too slow..

Have fun everybody..

Exam period

2007-10-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, the one whole week was my examination period.. Still having my exam for the next week.. until 11 oct.. oh my goodness.. the full full of stress.... so far my past papers were quite ok.. which i really hope to pass all of them.. but one paper that i expect not to pass is my history as i wrote utterly rubbish about the league of nation.. ah.. damn it.. i noe i shud have chose about the facism of japan... which i have studied to the madness.. aaahhhh...

This morning, i suddenly just breskdown when i wake up.. i dunnoe why.. i just felt so tense up about history.. i tink i also cried bcoz i dreamt about my malay paper 1, which i did wrong, n i scored badly.. what's wrong now?? iisshh... i just hope for the best for my result.. i want to promote to sec 4 express.. i don't want to retain..

So today was literature paper.. Damn it.. i did not have time to do the last question.. i spend to much time on the novel.. iiisshh.. so it was the last paper for the week.. so i just really hope the best from my papers or result..

Comb and frustrated day for me

2007-09-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

Bla..bla..bla..bla..
Early morning was ok but as the time went by, people started to irritate me more often..
As usual, it will be the same people who will irritate me.. omg.. its is so f-ing irritating..
Bla..bla..bla..bla..
Then aft school, gt maths remedial.. ok.. Then during the maths remedial, we went wild.. by making stupid noise and some of us disturb each other.. aaarrrhhh...!!!
Then , tat teacher said the lesson end already but then she still teaching other while me and my friends packing up our things.. So i did realise that so i quickly seat back, then out of a sudden she started to scold us and what the hell... she scold and stared at me.. walao eh.. she's like making me feel so guilty as if i'm the only one who did wrong.. haiyoo... my other frens also make noise what.. then she give a very *good* lecture to us.. see.. what the hell..

But overall my day is quite ok.. Haiz.. looking forward to go home - see my bro's wedding pictures.. hahax.. *yayness* my bro is coming - meaning can bully and irritate him.. hahax..
muaahhaa.. kkiex.. i think i'm done blogging for the day.. and btw.. i only left 5 more days to FYE... aaahhhh.. which is less than 1 week..
So going off now.. Studying.. :) muacksss people..

Depressed day for me

2007-09-25T16:36:00.000+08:00

What the hell??
Early morning tat FQ didnt let out her "weapon" which me and my friends were expecting her 'bomb'.. hahahx..
Then, tat Justin go check out my things inside my bag example my house keys.. which he took my door key and put it inside the disgusting freak pencilbox i mean really2 disgusting.. yucks... disgusting laa....
Then the day went well, but of course wif some ups and downs thru out the day... Wif classmates showing attitude...
The fun part of the day, was during history lesson where, Justin, Hui Qin, Me, Wisely and Ras did played some stupid game " Dare!!".. Omg first time i saw the guys in my class becoming a gay..i mean it.. really2 gay.. hahahax.. sorry boys... but its okay.. its normal..
Aft the school, Fatin, Hazmi, Atqa and me chill out at lib but at the same time doing our revision.. Then aft tat, got tis "sumone" make me angry onli.. walao eh... tat's y now, i blogging... hiissshhh... Hope he know tat my ear is lyk burning rite now.. hmmph... so need to pen- off now... bye!

what a day

2007-09-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

Early morning, walk to skul wif Afiq to interchange, but i left him behind becoz he was walking at a very super slow pace which i cannot take it as i will confirm miss the bus

Then during chemistry.. Borrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiinnnnnnnnngggggggg.... to the power of 100...
Art - nooraisyah did introduced me to some words used by PURE British person..

"Whateva","Izit?", "Look at ma face, do u tink i bother?".. omg.. aisyah had influence my mind... Aaarrhhhh... She ah.. haiz.. dunnoe what to say.. she is a [erson who can influence people very fast.. i mean very.. very.. very fast

Then, maths did maths test about statistics.. haiz.. i dunnoe how much will i get.. hopefully, score high marks..

M.T - teacher didnt come, so we did our own things, while the relieve teacher talk to himself.. haiz.. so bad sey we all.. cant believe it..

Aft skul, met aisyah at library, and she still carry on wif her british language wat so ever... We were laughing out loudly... While walking home, she still can continue.. oh my dearest aisyah, will you stop??...

So basically my day will always be cheered by a sister, bestie n fren, named NOORAISYAH..!!!. n also my other "kaki merepek/lepak"

2007-09-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

hey, peeps.. you noe wat?? tis gall rock my sock off.. see isn't she cute in tis picture?? hahax..
love her so much.. muacks..muacks.. muacks...

Positive/negative day

2007-09-19T19:47:00.000+08:00

Today.. what a day.. quite a turf day for me peeps.. The day was broken down into two parts, negative and positive parts...

Negative part:
- early morning already very moody.. i dunnoe why..
- why today, people keep on putting blame on me while it was not me.. what the hell.. irritating
- my backbone now is on pain due to sitting for more than 3 hours..
- my history teacher, she test us on russia while she asked we all to study about facism.. cant she see that Russia id world war 1 and Japan is world war 2..aaaarrrggghhh

Positive part:
- while i like so moody, this girl( FQ/KQ) fart again.. see that AGAIN!!.. oh my goodness.. yesterday she just farted, n now today fart again at the assembly.. hahax.. i heard the sound, so suddenly i just started smiling but shaidah's laughter make me laugh too.. and fatin laughter too.. n farah smile.. hahax..
- the teacher get shouting from us.. woohoo.. she told me " rabeetah, faced the front and focus!" luckily my frens all help me by shouting " we all explaining to wahidah laa cher..!" we shouted because we're all seated far at behind..
- then during recess, me lynda and aisyah went to library to finished up their hmwk and i'm studying for my history test.. while studying, the sec 5 guy , S did some stupid stuff.. hahax.. he threw newspaper towards the window while people passing pass the library.. he was acting like.. childish kid.. hahax.. and the sec 4 guy, threw an aritificial plant to us.. what the hell..
- after history lesson, went up class, then saw W, then said "hie" to him.. but instead he answered back so slow.. and can even said he's retartded..
- lastly, while having chemistry, me and wahidah keep on doing stupid stuffs, like squating, standing, stretching and even seat with our legs fold on the chair.. haix... we did this stuff just becoz we wanted to stretch as both of us complained to each other that our backbone are very pain.. haix..

so throughout the day, i did have fun especially with my beloved friends... love them so much.. muacks.. muacks.. muacks.. heart them..
ok guess, need to go now, i need to collect my NEW specs..

Music day

2007-09-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

Today, while doing my maths homework, i did listened to my ipod nano.. As i listened to the songs, some songs remind me of someones..

Aisyah : Pupus (extinct), Apologize, Misery business, What goes around.. comes around
My sister, Aishah: When you're gone
My newly-wed bro: Pecinta wanita( ladies love)
My bro: Shy guy, Pupus(extinct), My love, FARHANA aka MARDIANA(his ex)
Hilda: Gallery, Tell me, Maneater, Girl next door, Smack that
My cuzin, Hafiz: Apologize, Rehab, Give it up to me, Flaunt it
Evelyn: Never ending dream, Walk away
Justin: Irreplaceable, Walk away, What goes around...comes around
Yong hong : Just so you know
Fatin: Never be replaced, Dont matter
Liyana: Because of you
All my besties: The veronicas songs.. Everything i'm not, Mouth shut, Secret, Leave me alone, Speechless, When it all falls apart
My ex: Menghapus jejakmu( killing away ur steps)
Malay dancer: Syf song, Roll it gyal, Umbrella remix, Ring the alarm
Nisa: Tak ada logika( no logic), Girl next door
Pasir ris friends: Thanks for the memories
Family song: FARHANA aka MARDIANA (my bro ex)
lastly, him: Kau masih kekasihku( you are still my love one)

so i think this are the songs that remind me of this people.. hahax.. XP..
need to go now, need to go to my bro house.. cheers everyone.. and please dun think different about what i wrote.. its just songs!!!

Get to meet him day

2007-09-06T21:47:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. yayness.. i get to meet him.. hahax.. i'm so happy..
Oh my god, i think i over dress by wearing jeans and short dress while the others just wear t-shirt and jeans.. aaarrrggghhh!!!.. haix.. nvm.. so i thought i was late but in the end, he was the last to arrive as i think he just came back from gym nearby.. okok so everything went on well..

I'm so embarrassed.. i dunnoe why.. i dun think i did aniting to make a shame of myself but i'm just embarrassed when i saw him.. he's like.. nvm.. i just blushed when i saw he coming..

"God! please make me happy by letting me be with him in relationship forever.. i promise i will never ever make him angry or anything negative towards him.. please.. i promise i will love him half of my heart bcoz the other half are for my friends, family, and you..n please.. it's been almost 4 years i fall for him.. oh god.. please make us together.."

Then, we went to mac to discuss about the gathering day.. My fren is such a *good* fren, she make me seated infront of him.. what the .. but aniway thanx so much to her.. seated infront of him also doesnt make ani different because both of us didnt open our mouth to tok to each other even.. we changed seat for 3 times.. haix.. so end up seated infront of him.. XP.. so end up we just smile to each other.. i think he still the same onli that he love to joke around.. but the rest of our frens, had changed so much.. some of them, pierced their ears and tongue and one by one turning to " mat rep/minah rep" which he n me hate to the extent of killing them.. hahax.. i hope i didnt changed too much.. i think i'm just from a tomboy girl turn to a normal girl which i hope ppl dun called me "minah".. and i think i'm just a girl who just being myself example : going crazy..

So basically that the day for me... n n n n n ... i was nervous when meeting him n i think throughout the day.. XP

Dance day - asmaradana

2007-09-03T20:35:00.001+08:00

Woohoo.. today was such a great day.. We were figuring out what song is suitable for our HARI RAYA CONCERT which is nearby..

So end up we agreed on "asmaradana", the steps were damn difficult..but then i hope we can manage it as the song is very catchy and we are used to catchy song.. hahax.. i hope the dance will turn out to be a nice one.. we choose tis song as the sec 1 already dance a "zapin song" which the steps are almost all the same as ours.. so nvm.. we did sumthing different from them so that ppl wont get bored seeing 2 zapin TRADITIONAL dance/song..

My bro msg my sister that he was in Phuket with his wife.. Aaarrhhh.. not fair.. Abg, u MUST buy me sumthing.. i dun care.. hahax.. aniwae love you laa sey.. n miss u to the extreme..

So that's for today, n now i need to figure out some steps for the dance.. so cya ard and cheers for the holidays!!!

my bro's wedding photos..

2007-09-01T20:31:00.000+08:00

I cant believe that my brother has married.. Well good luck n all the best to u..

NOW U GUYS ENJOY THE PHOTOS KIES...

Should i go on?

2007-08-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today, was expecting to meet him at primary school.. and miracle - he did come after 3 years..
Actually i didn't noticed him, but my friends told me as he was walking in to the school and keep saying that he's my bf.. hahax.. it will be a miracle if he was mine..
It's quite a fun day as i get to meet all my frens back and spend with them talking about the memories during primary school.. I was shocked when my primary 2 teacher still remember me n my name.. what a teacher - good memory.. :)

So did saw him with his usual friend like duhhh..
I dunnoe why - aft yesterday incident, sumthing is like bothering me as in about him..
Oh god please calm myself down..

Yesterday - i get to noe that my "concern" bro msg him and asked him to stop contacting me or flirting with me.. like what the hell?? i tink he dun even like me.. excuse me.. he is just my FRIEND.. that's all.. and now what - i tink we are going to be not that close animore.. just because of this..
Please, i dun want our friendship to ruin just because of this..

U noe what?.. i think i do still have feelings for him..
My goodness if only he know that i really like like him..
Why do i like guys but in the end all falls apart..??
Then meaning what - i wont succedd in relationship..
Guess what - i think i wont give up on this and will never give in to others..

Its killing me

2007-08-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Aaarrhhh!! what a brother??.. how did he get his no.?? aarrhh!!!...

Then what, said to him that he must stop bothering me n flirting thing wif me?? excuse me.. i noe u r concern but not to this extent rite?? how worse can u be??

Now what, i cannot msg him animore??
Fine, i tink he is more happier if i didnt msg him.. rite??

Aaarrrhh!!! Rabeetah, why must your life be this difficult?? I know its killing you..

Bro's wedding

2007-08-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. at last my bro is married.. And the ceremony went smoothly.. Thanx god for making the occasion a special and memorable one..

So as u guys can see that i didnt blog for quite a period as i was so busy preparing for his wedding..

During the wedding, i did performance and dedicate 2 songs for my bro.. AAArrrgghhh!!! I cant sing.. omg.. my voice like what the hell.. hahax.. kwang..kwang..kwang..

Aniwae.. CONGRATS ABANG!!!

HAPPY MARRIAGE..

will post some pictures as soon as i get the photos..

Woop woop woop day

2007-08-20T21:28:00.000+08:00

Early morning, came to school.. i did cry abit as i tink abt wat happened yesterday.. Yesterday was such a painful memory.. Then thru out the day was quite ok..

Phy - 17/25

Chem - 9/25

I get this marks for my combined science.. Pathetic rite.. i noe.. No nid to tell me.. Hahax..

Then, during art when for dentist check - up, the dentist said my teeth is healthy as well as my gums.. She sure or not?? I think she have eye problem, my teeth healthy.. she must be kidding.. What ever it is, i finished the appointment already, so i'm safe.. XD

Then the rest of the day, was normal.. as usual someone is always there to cheer me up and make funny stuff..

Aft school, was suppose to have malay dance training for my bro's wedding performance, but then cancelled bcoz everyone cannot make it - some got tuition, parents, sumthing on..

So waited NOORAISYAH! for abt 1/2 hours.. Then went onto bubble tea..

This is when the fun start, i ACCIDENTALY drank her drink - chocolate koko krunch, Hu ask her go plave the drink infront of my eyes.. So i was day dream, so i just grab the drink bcoz the colour look like my drink.. While drinking - " why the uncle put koko krunch inside my drink while i ask him for chocolate oreo ice - blended?" Then farah said " eh, look like fungus rite.."
In my head, if that is chocolate oreo, then wat i'm drinking??"

By the time aisyah already looked at me, like wat.. sia..

and we did some stupid stuffs like me on the fone wif sumone but at the same time, trying to defend myself from nooraisyah hu trying to ...

Thats all peeps..

Yesterday was such a disaster

2007-08-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

Went to watch rush hour with Hilda, Sharifah,Fariz and Farhan at Bugis. The show was so hilarious that i laugh very loud..
Then went to citylink and marina square to watch fireworks.. The fireworks was so late.. We actually planned not to watch but its such a wasted if we didnt watch it as we waited for almost 2 hour..

So while waiting, msging someone who was my long lost crush.. He was there too but sadly we didnt managed to meet up.. He was there with me thru out the night.. Thanx so much..

Went home around 10 plus. heard my father voice so loud.. * tot he was toking to my mum*..
End up step in, my father asked me where i'm from and ask me to bath and pray.. As i was about to do it - he kick my bedroom door and ask me and my mum to leave the house immediately.. What the hell?? So i did left the house and went to some places while my mother stayed at home crying.. I banged the doors everything.. It was just so pain for me to see my parents fighting..

So he was so concern that he even asked me where am i and what i'm doing there? He was pestering me to go back home.. I tell lie to him.. But end up he found out the truth.. So he said that he will come down to accompany me if i still doesn't want to go back home.. So no choice but to go back home, bcoz i dun want to trouble him.. Aniwae thanx so much.. i appreciate it so much..

Went back home, everybody was back home and crying.. The house was dark, and saw my mother slept outside, so i slept outside withe her too as to comfort her.. We were still msging each other, and he keep asking me to sleep and not to think about it animore.. So that for it..

GIrls out day

2007-08-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

Blablabla.. In the morning saw him at the interchange, who brighten up my day.. but in the end, i took bus 293 wif Razzlyn.. She was hoping that we assemble at the ground which i tink we won't.. hahax.. Yayness.. i win.. I hate sitting at the ground floor.. Then in class. changed seating arrangement.. aaarrrhhhh... why must i be placed behind.. i can't see.. n i dun tink i can concentrate that well..

P.E - woohoo.. run around the school for 1 round, then played netball for 1 period bcoz the alarm us wif the lighting alert alarm.. so all of us went up to the hall and compete wif 3G on captain ball which was fun but quite violence.. NO OFFENCE.. *yayness* we won them 3 times.. and i think he started to disturd me again.. hahax..

S.S - teacher didnt come but still need do some homework..

Lit - as usual.. nothing much

Eng - did some grammar paper..

Aft school - today GIRLS OUT DAY.. so we went eat at bubble tea, then went to the

blk infront of the shop and took some pretty pictures.. Its quite nice u

noe anyway enjoy

Lolol day

2007-08-16T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hahax.. its was a fun day for me as common test is over.. That's means one stress is over and now is to wait for the results, which i tink i will not do that well as i heard for chemistry, every single one of us failed.. NIGHTMARE..

I'm surrounded by ppl taking A maths and they are driving me crazy.. esp. this Nooraisyah. So after school, wait for the A maths ppl in the library.. AaaaHHHhhh.. i saw him.. i saw him.. i saw him.. So we head off to bubble tea as usual..AND.. Fatin Adibah just discovered a new game " PASS THE MESSAGE".. its quite lame, but if u know how to play, it will be quite fun.. we were happily passing message to each other.. Credits to Adibah..p.s (maybe we going to continue the game again tmr)

Damn.. damn..damn it.. i hate it

2007-08-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

What the hell??

I dunnoe whether izit me or people around make me feel that... Aaarrggghhh..
Seriously, i'm so pissed off today.. Its seem that everything i did today doesnt seem right.. Aaaarrr.. what wrong wif me today??!!!????!!!!??!!!???!!!

I just felt that people around me are ignoring and maybe they are angry over me.. Dun tell me its bcoz of that stupid incident or stupid whatever.... Aaarrhh.. Why must all this happened to me?? Why must it involve me??? Oh man.. BULLSHIT!!!

What the hell?? I can stop thinking about all this stuffs..

Love kill

A day at home

2007-08-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Its so boring.. stayed at home for the whole day..
Eat, watch tv, study, sleep, eat, watch tv, study..............eh no.. watch my nite show first - spongebob squarepants den sleep.. hahax.. see.. boring right..

love kill

I missing you peeps

2007-08-11T10:55:00.000+08:00

The small but sexyage and cute girlfriend of mine, Adib

Who always hot for the guys

The girl that i hate because, she's damn hot and cute. Always make me laugh.

Love you truckyloads

The hot,tall,pretty, clever girlfriend of mine

I hate her.. She's one friend of mine that i cannot find in the world that easy

She's the one i love so much eventhough we fight over something

The best, cute, clever pal of mine

She will be always there for you no matter what.

Swear, she make you smile, cheer your day up and forget to come back home!

I love her as my own sis

This is the girl who is so blur, clumsy, silly but i love her so much..

She always don't get what she want..Pity her..

She always cheer up someone day by making stupid stuff XD..

I love her as myself

Hilda and me, at bustop

Aisyah and me at the toilet, background spoilt

Hilda and me, in the bus, otw to meet someone

Aisyah and me, in the toilet again

The four of us, woohoo..

oo.. i'm missing this girlfriends of mine

can we like hang out again like last time.. pls..

sorry if i put the picture..

love kill

study..study..study

2007-08-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

haiz... my mum n my sis went to Malaysia, then left me, my brothers n dad..
so early morning wake up and did some household chores as there is no one will do if my mum and my sis are not around..

Then in the afternoon, went studying wif aisyah and nora at Bedok 417. Actualli asked hilda to come along but she ask me and other to go on without her first, later then maybe she join us but end up, she cant join us bcoz we went home around 6 plus..Haiz.. today abit clumsy.. My dad gave me money and asked me to take some coins too.. at last i took some coins but forget where i placed my 2 dollar.. such a blur gal.. After that, had to wait for bus 168 which make me wait for it for ages, end up i took 21 and stop at the reservoir( the wrong stop) and took 69 to aisyah's house..

Then study..study..study.. until 5 plus..They figure out a code.." Ra.Ni+3.... blabla.. i dunnoe.." bdk2 takde keje.. Then there was a cute cat.. she relax on my laps, but i dunnoe why, i kept scolding her to keep her claws to herself instead of me and study what i'm studying, chemistry.. hahax.. its sound so ridiculous..Then clever aisyah keeps on disturbing the cat with her pencil, end up she threw her pencil just bcoz the cat tried to catch it.. serve you rite laa sey.. hahax.. Then we went to KFC to eat but aisyah had to went home early.. i dunnoe bcoz of what..

Then, went home.. saw my flat was very dark (nobody at home) haiz.. luckily i brought my precious keys :) Around 9 plus, then my mum and sis ame back home, as usual need to help pick up things.. My eldest bro is such a lazy person, he can even tell me " eh, when ur sis reach home, dun wake me up, even if i'm still awake, pretend that you thought that i sleep" wth..OMG.. he's the one that getting marry, we are the one who are busy about his weddings.. what the hell.. not fair.. He left 14 more days to irritate me..back to the day.. So while waiting for my mum to reach home, my second bro cooked rice and some other foods.. He put PANDAN LEAVES and SUGAR in the rice.. i was like " what the hell are you doing? you cooking ur own rice recipe izit?where on earth got people cook rice put sugar?? if pandan leaves still okay, but sugar?? you must be crazy.." " People never did it, so that the reason why i'm doing it"..said my bro.. i cant say a word anymore to him..

See.. the people that are around me are driving me nuts..First, my family secondly, my sister's bf lastly, my friends.. Day by day, i'm going to become a crazy girl.. But actualli i'm happy wif my life right now, bcoz i hav a cheerful ,outgoing and fun family and friends..
So i tink till here i blog.. it's getting late also.. now is 12.11am haix.. GUD MORNING SATURDAY AND EVERYONE WHO ARE ENJOY ING YOUR SLEEP..XD

love kill

2007-08-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

Terus melangkah melupakan mu......
Lelah hati perhatikan sikap mu....
Jalan fikiran membuat ku ragu.....
Tak mungkin ini tetep bertahan.....

Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu.....
Ku coba untuk terus menjauh.....
Perlahan hati ku terbelenggu.....
Ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup.....

Engkau bukan lah segala ku.....
Bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkah ku.....
Usai sudah semua berlalu.....
Biar hujan menghapus jejak mu.....

my love for you is fading away

2007-08-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

i don't love you like i did yesterday. My love for you is fading away. I don't want to disturb you and your loved one, so i back out. I hope you can take care of her so much better and love her. But bare this in mind, that the sweet memories that we spent together will always be kept in my heart.. Safely.. For now.. Please go.. Go far away from me.. So that i can say goodbye one last time..

Never the right time for me to say goodbye.. But i must say it..because you gonna hate me.. Its make me cry whenever i think about you.. So i think its better for me to be off now..

love kill

such a day for me

2007-08-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness, why must we have the rehersal every morning?? waste time u noe.
had art for 4 period, which i managed to finish up my digital art, the parrot.. i got the picture.. woohoo..its turn out to be quite nice, but i'm envy of someone else work which is far too better than mine.. haix...

Now i dunnoe why i dun have the mood to write.. i'm just not in mood..

Maths was a fun period, everyone like.. nvm its a secret btw the class.. hahax.. xD

M.T oh my.. its was a disaster.. i dunnoe how to do my m.t paper.. die..die..die..

till here..

love kill

what a day..

2007-08-04T20:05:00.000+08:00

ffuuuhhh.. at last the day is going to end..

morning i nid to wake up at 9 but i wake up at 9.10 because yesterday i just had a performance at 162 which was so tiring as it was held at night.. we took train, while we were in the train we were happily tricked each other.. i'm lazy to wake up but because of force of art that nid to go to the NAFA.. haix.. no choice but to go..

so mit up wif nikesh,ezzati,shaidah n sufiyan at the small mac.. Nikesh was so early bcoz he went out at 9.30, which was when all the 3 of us, the girls were busy doing our own things.. hahax.. poor thing nid to wait for us.. so sorry..

then when reached there, we were loss at first but at last we get our way to the NAFA, which made us happy as we get to enjoy the air-con.. muuaaahhaa.. btw the master piece were so nice and spectacular.. omg.. those guys are so talented.. i'm so so so envy of them.. haix.. but sadly i cant take any pic thru my fone bcoz my fone did some stupid disruption.. so no choice but to take thru my frens fone..

afternoon, we were all hungry and dying to watch a movie at plaza singapura.. so we went there thru mrt.. too bad, sufiyan was left by us bcoz the train just close the door without us knowing aniting but then later we mit him back at city hall..so we went to there to watch movie and fill up our stomach.."disturbance" is the title of the movie.. the movie overrall was ok and thriller.. And sorry my beloved frens, shaidah n nikesh bcoz i shout and keep holding to ur hands but i did it bcoz i was so freaking cold..but end up me and shaidah hold nikesh hands.. end up he was the one who was freezing.. i'm so sorry.. poor thing.. that why you guys will suffer if you guys seat beside me in the cinema.. hahax..but so sorry.. seriously..

so till here right now..
love you guys.. muackss..

Love kill

2 days..

2007-07-31T22:33:00.000+08:00

Monday - walao eh, come late again.. this time round is the bus fault.. haix.. come to skul on the dot lorx.. then tell teachers, they also still dun believe.. what the hell..??
Not fair lorx.. bcoz of the bus, we kena.. bullshit..Then tried go for detention, the teacher say today full - house.. where is the world u heard that detention can be full - house..??can do another class wat.. waste people time only..

Apa sudah jadi dengan sekolah ini pun aku tidak tahu ah..Suruh kita berjaya dalam pelajaran tetapi suruh kita mendisiplinkan diri dengan menghadir ke satu seminar tentang kejayaan. Dengan menghadiri seminar ini, ia telah menjejas masa pelajaran kita. Selepas seminar, kita harus pergi menyelesaikan "detention" yang dimana kita tidak dapat berbuat sedemikian kerana mereka kata sudah penuh. LIhat apa berlaku.

Aarrgghhh.. darn it..i feel like changing... nvm... everytime i will compared my school with other.. nvm.. its ok.. going to be over already.. i hope tmr i can finish my detention for life..

Love kill

Sentosa expedition

2007-07-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

Woohoo.. the expedition was fun though it rain around 12pm.. we all played in the rain.. My frens and i played "umbrella" song and some of them sing along also that make the weather worse.. its was so fun..

At first all of us thought that the expedition was going to be the lame n boring one.. but end up it was so fun.. we all reunite as one back.. back to 2H back.. yeah.. we rox so much..hahax.. the place was quite complicated and i heard stories that fort siloso was haunted, i dun really know until i asked a lady who worked there.. oo..oo..oo..oo.. scary laa sia.. by the way the place look like one too.. we went to alot of tunnels which are quite eerie, its makes me wanna pee.. i was amazed when i saw a playground at FORT SILOSO.. c'mon laa fort siloso is a place of history, and at historic places, you dun expect to see some playground rite? Though the playground is not as modern as now, but it was tremendously fun and cool.. i took a short ride wif my long - bestfriend, sulastrie.. its was so cool, but too bad i didn't took a photo of it.. haix..

Then we went to the sky tower and the images of singapore which was quite fun also..

Fadhlun and some other friends took a photo holding a python, which was disgusting.. i hate snake bcoz of it slimy skins.. yucks.. at the sky tower, we were all very noisy and behaving like primary school kids..

splendid view from the sky tower.. see how beautiful the island called singapore..

me and beloved nooraisyah in the sky tower wif the view from it.. woohoo.

a picture of them, fadhlun and sai holding the snake.. gosh.. yucks.. bluek..

Then at the images of singapore, the places was quite nice.. it display from the history of singapore until the present..i simply love the images of singapore.. i still remembered fatin, me and hilda were left behind.. hahax.. hilda and me did some stupid things like dancing following the rhythm and the beat of the lion dance.. hahax.. no wonder we still in the cca, malay dance..

So basically that's all about the expediton..

Love kill

Paramore

2007-07-27T21:49:00.000+08:00

Thank god for making me release my stress by hearing paramore song : misery business
This song really rocks.. its make me forget about my anger today.. woohoo..
I think this song really suit her.. she's behaving like one too..
Chatting with nikesh, hui qin, zul, hilmi and my cuzin make me forget about the bitter incident about the person who spoilt the mood for the day.. Its just so ....

conversation wif mum:

rab: mum, got this bitch who keep on bothering me.. she keep on poking her nose on
somebody business..
mum: she's so kpo izit? mind people problem
rab: dunnoe ah she.. something wrong up there wat.. she cannot see people happy one
wat.. she damn me so long already.. since this year..
rab: last time she got take my diary one lorx without my permission meaning ransack my
bag too.. walao eh..
mum: then why u didn't beat her up?
rab: waste of energy and time for her retarded behaviour..

see everyone are like asking me to take revenge towards you... haix..

Love kills